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| Monday, April 19th, 2004 | | 1:32 pm |
Fuck it all, Fuck'n no regrets, I hit the lights on these dark sets.
It's been awhile since I updated (which is rather typical), but not too much has happened to me since last update. Well, most notably, the concert was fuckin' surreal. It was in a goddamn bar and there were maybe 100 people there total. The pit consisted of maybe 20 people but it was still brutal as fuck. Moonspell was the first to go on and I wasn't expecting too much but the lead singer came out and he was fucking like 7 feet tall and just owned the stage. He could bellow and growl like a demon. Fuckin' pleasantly surprised for sure. He kept speaking between songs and was like "T'ank you all fur coming out, Law-rence Kansass!" It was fucking great and then he got a little weird and was like, "This one's fer all(L's rolled) my vampires in the crowd!" and I was like wtf, but it was amazing. I ended up buying their newest CD after seeing em. Devildriver came on next...I don't know how to explain it. Dez is a lot shorter than I expected him to be. I've seen him in a couple Coal Chamber videos but I didn't realize he was so short. Anyway, being vertically challenged didn't keep him fuckin' down they came out and played the first four songs of their CD in order and then jumped around a bit to the end of their CD and my Jaw dropped. The pit really broke into a frenzy when they came out and Dez urged the crowd to join him on the stage so people kept getting tossed onto the stage then tossed off by the bouncer, it was great. After they went out the crowd was pretty much out of energy and then Opeth came on. Opeth's a fucking awesome band and really talented musicians (I urge you to download any of their music if you have an opportunity) but their songs are rather long, like 7-10 minutes on average and the intense and they switch tempo often. Certain times it will heavy and intense then it will just cascade into a nice soft section. They didn't put on as great of a show but they did play the best. I personally felt Devildriver stole the show. Well during Opeth's performance we saw the bassist from Devildriver walking by the crowd (presumably to leave via the front door of the bar) and we ran after him and found him, as well as one of their guitarists, and the drummer all standing around the merchandise table. We talked to them for a while and they were cool as shit. They asked us our names and where we were from and I got them to sign my Devildriver CD, was fucking cool as shit. A friend of mine told them he was in a band and they asked him if he had a demo on him and he actually had a CD in his car with one of their songs on it so he gave it to him, it was insane. After that we left mid-way through Opeth's performance but the night couldn't of got any better. Was killer, and now I can't wait to see Slipknot next monday in Kansas City, they're coming with Fear Factory, and Chimaira. Since Slipknot's new CD is coming out in may, and Fear Factory's in late May also, they'll both be playing some new shit hopefully...it's gonna be killer. I was bored yesterday and I decided to download a couple songs off of St. Anger (Metallica's new CD) and hear for myself since it got such horrible reviews and every fan of metal I had talked to hated it. Well I was pleasantly surprised and actually liked it. It wasn't as intense as Kill'Em All, Ride The Lightning, or Master of Puppets (their first three CD's) but it was a lot better than Load and Reload. I think they're actually getting back to their roots and so I plan on buying it (especially since you can find it cheap practically anywhere). My friends are a little dissapointed with me but come to find out, most people who diss it actually haven't heard much of it at all, they just hate Metallica (which is fine but its music, if you like it who gives a fuck about the band). Hmmm...what else...well, being at college i've been missing my drums. Really felt like pounding out some shit lately and sitting down and just playing for an hour or two but i'm stuck with nothing but my practice pad. Umm, me and Emilee are still together and happy. I got jeremy (my brother) into Slayer and a few other bands and he's starting to really like that shit..which is great. Me and him might get a band together this summer just to fuck around, cover a couple of Megadeth or Slayer songs. I saw Kill Bill volume 2 friday when it came out, was kickass. Almost as good as the first only thing holding it back was the fact that it was a bit slower, but it had to be to complete the story and wrap things up with the Bride. Anyway, I gotta go to class but I hope you all are doing well. Current Mood:  angry | | Friday, January 30th, 2004 | | 11:52 pm |
The Great Southern Trendkill Where the fuck do I start? Well, Amy, I don't know what to say. I'm sorry for what I did to you and I can't really express how I feel about you and what I've done to you in words, but I am sorry...if that means anything to you now. You can hate me, be pissed off, whatever. I know i've made mistakes and I wish I would of done things differently. Well, during the first semester I've accomplished the following things; -Got a girlfriend -Lost my virginity -maintained a 3.2 GPA -expanded my CD collection to nearly a 100 CD's now as it's taken over as my major hobby (oh how I love metal) -made some new friends -got back my best friend from high school which I grew out of touch with -am beginning to lose my best friend again as the asshole in him can't help from coming out -lots of other minor things which I won't discuss here Overall I'm happier than I've ever been in my life, and am no longer depressed all the damn time. Nothing too exciting has happened to me lately, except perhaps the fact that I'm finally going to my first concert this tuesday, going to see Opeth (kick ass Progressive Metal band), Moonspell (Older Doom Metal band, they're alright kind of slow though for me), and Devildriver (Dez Fafara's new band, who i'm really looking forward to seeing as their Self-titled album kicks ass). Really wanna see Slayer live and hopefully they'll come to Kansas City or something when they release their new album. Megadeath and Killswitch both have new albums (not to mention Slipknot but I'm not as into them anymore) coming out and maybe they'll tour together...since both Killswitch and Megadeath have toured with Slayer before. Anyway, I don't have anything to say really so I'm gonna get the fuck outta here. Raining blood
From a lacerated sky
Bleeding its horror
Creating my structure
Now I shall reign in blood! Current Mood: angry | | Friday, August 22nd, 2003 | | 9:13 pm |
"I am insane, and you are my insanity."
Well...college...yeah. My classes are alright, just taking requirements like General Psychology, Composition I, College Algebra, and so on. Nothing exciting. I have 3 classes a day for 50 minutes on mon, and wed. And 2 classes for 75 minutes teus, thurs, and friday. Not too bad. Gotten a decent amount of work already, already have a paper/oral report due a week from this teusday in Comp I...fun stuff. The class I dread most is probably Public Speaking...because well I can't talk well in front of people, i'm sure that's a big shocker. Living away from home is ok. Plus' include not having to see family, not having to listen to my parents yell and scream at each other nearly every night. Bad things about it...Having no friends (do know a couple of people down here and I do hang out with them...but they're not really friends), nothing to do (well ok there's stuff to do on campus but I don't want to be around a lot of people...I hate people), pretty lonely (especially sucks having to eat alone in the cafeteria). You guys can laught all you want, but after having gone through four years of private high school surrounded by just guys, and then actually having classes with girls is well...nice (obviously) but at the same time kinda weird. I'm sure that'll add to the performance of my speeches in Public Speaking. Hmmm, well i've been extremely tired this whole week, maybe it's just cuz of the stress or what, but i've getting to bed early (11-11:30), and waking up at 8. Although it usually takes me at least an hour to fall asleep, I still shouldn't be dead tired. It's fucking 9:30 right now on a friday, if I was at home i'd be up till like 3, but I fuckin' feel like going to bed already, it's pathetic. I am kind of bored too and that may be contributing, but you can only play games on the computer and sit here for so long. I'm gonna totally change subjects and rave about a kickass movie. You gotta fuckin' see Equilibrium. It's a sweet ass movie with Christian Bale and the guy who was 006 [Trevelyn (spelling?)] in Goldeneye. It's plot mirror's that of a hybrid of the books 1984 and Brave New World. What it has and those books didn't, was a lot of fuckin' sweet gunfights. It's fighting is very similiar to the Matrix (without the slow-motion/flying/jumping 30 feet bullshit) and isn't just martial arts like Reloaded...they actually use fucking guns. Either way, I rented it, then immediately bought it, and it's DEFINATELY worth a rent if you want a great action movie. Although I remember mentioning how great (my now favorite movie) The Boondock Saint's was and none of you ever watched that...so yeah I don't know why i'm continuing to talk...got nothing better to do I suppose (could study though..bleh). Wow i'm really rambling on here, but since I never update...why not continue. Today was sucking pretty badly until about 7 my time, Amy decided to give me a call. Was kind of a surprise and caught me off guard, but it was fucking awesome. I was kinda quiet (she probably expected that) but it was kick ass to actually be able to talk to her and hear her voice. But yeah that's about it and this is getting pretty lengthy, so i'll cut it off here. And if my beautiful angel is reading this (no, not you Justin), I hope we talk again soon, and i'm missing you terribly. Love you very much gorgeous. Current Mood:  lonely | | Friday, July 11th, 2003 | | 1:56 am |
| | Saturday, June 28th, 2003 | | 12:45 am |
I love puppies...when they're Roadkill Coal Chamber "My Frustration" where was i when god had shown how to make a happy home lie in bed and sleep don't come have some peace then give me some and i know the reason why you hold me down i won't let this fear of loss make me drown in my bed i lie alone scrape together bone to bone and i can't seem to seem to find my way i can't seem to find the break of day i'll stay just a step away where was i when god had shown how to make a happy home and i have become my worst enemy i will survive this instability in my bed i lie alone scrape together bone to bone again i have become my worst enemy i will survive this instability i need to breathe the breath of life you constantly drain my life why can't you see the breath in me i constantly need your need my butterfy don't fly away if i could just take this simple breath of life from me you couldn't take it motherfucker eternity if i could take this breath of life and come inside of me you wouldn't take it, i need to breathe as i creep the monkey's back now she's gone and oh he's back and i know the reason why you hold me down i won't let this fear of loss make me drown i will stay, i'll stay i will stay, i'll stay Been awhile since i've updated. Since then i've graduated, and...that's about it. Leaving for a college in a month and a half, looking forward to it but not at the same time. Want to leave, but I dunno if i'm ready to yet. Oh well. Hmm well I don't have much to say and I have to get up early for Drum lessons anyway so i'm out. Missing ya Amy, and i'm sorry we didn't get to talk long today, love ya very much beautiful and talk to you soon hopefully. Current Mood: depressed | | Friday, January 17th, 2003 | | 10:32 pm |
God Hates Us All
I am 51% Metal Head  I rock just as hard as the rest of the thrash set, except when no ones looking I like to get down with a little "More than a Feeling." Take the Metal Head Test at fuali.com I am 51% Internet Addict  I am pretty addicted, but there is hope. I think I'm just well connected to the internet and technology, but it's really a start of a drug-like addiction. I must act now! Unplug this computer! Take the Internet Addict Test at fuali.com I am 62% Evil Genius  Evil courses through my blood. Lies and deceit motivate my evil deeds. Crushing the weaklings and idiots that do nothing but interfere in my doings. Take the Evil Genius Test at fuali.com Current Mood: sad | | Tuesday, December 10th, 2002 | | 4:02 pm |
"5 times 5 is 25, cats climbing up trees, fuck!?!"
I haven't updated in long while and am pretty bored so thought I would. Since I last updated not all that much has happened. I got accepted to the college I wanted to go to, which is cool i guess. Hrm...i'm gonna vent here, so I apologize in advance, but last saturday was my birthday. It was rather depressing as no one really gave a shit. Only two people even bothered to tell me happy birthday, and one was my drum teacher, which is kind of sad considering he made a bigger deal about it than my own family. My friends either didn't care or didn't remember, oh well. Didn't expect any of you to know, considering I don't think I even told any of you when my birthday was, and if I did it was like a year ago for Justin, and I know you've been busy Amy, trying to get that new job and keep up with the family. But it still gets to me, that on my brother's birthday it's such a big deal and shit, and we go out to eat. I didn't even get a cake. Happy fucking birthday. Current Mood: depressed | | Thursday, October 24th, 2002 | | 9:33 pm |
We're sorta like 7-11. We're not always doin' business, but we're always open.
Conner MacManus: Now you will receive us. Murphy MacManus: We do not ask for your poor, or your hungry. Conner MacManus: We do not want your tired and sick. Murphy MacManus: It is the corrupt we claim. Conner MacManus: It is your evil that will be shot by us. Murphy MacManus: With every breath, we shall hunt them down. Conner MacManus: Each day we will spill there blood, til it rains down from the skies. Murphy MacManus: Do not kill. Do not rape. Do not steal. These are principles which every man of every faith can embrace. Conner MacManus: These are not polite suggestions, these are cause of behavior and those of you that ignore them will pay the dearest cost. Murphy MacManus: There are varying degrees of evil, we urge you lesser of farms of filth, not to push the bounds and cross over it's a true corruption into our domain. Conner MacManus: But if you do one day you will look behind you and you will see we three, and on that day you will reap it. Murphy MacManus: We will send you to whatever god you wish. ---------------------------------------- ---------------------------------------- ----------------- Conner MacManus, Murphy MacManus: And shepherds we shall be, for thee my Lord for thee, Power hath descended forth from thy hand, that our feet may swiftly carry out thy command, we shall flow a river forth to thee, and teeming with souls shall it ever be. In nomine patrie, et fili [they cock their guns] Conner MacManus, Murphy MacManus: et spiritu sancti. [blam] Current Mood:  pleased | | Tuesday, September 24th, 2002 | | 9:18 pm |
"I was attacked by a coked up whore and a crazy dentist!"
Swollen with liquid Ready to burst A load of my lymph Will quench this dead body's thirst One month in the grave twisted and half decayed She turned a putrid yellow I pissed in her maggot filled asshole Fucking the rotting My semen is bleeding The smell of decay Seeps from her genital cavity The smell was unbearable As I unburied her I cum blood from my erection I feel it run down her throat, swallow Eyes glassy and vacant body dug up to play with Skin greasy and naked tounguing her rotted anus I need a live woman to fill with my fluid A delicate girl, to mutilate, fuck and kill her body exceptional she thought I was normal but I wanted more I came blood inside of her chocking on the clot gagging on the snot gushing blood, from her mouth bloody gel leaking out Body buried in a shallow grave Unmarked for none to find The sickness I have left behind Undetected go my crimes The greatest thrill of my life Violent, climax Serging serum on my skin Back from the dead I am resurrected to spew, putrefaction I'm going to go and have a nightmare now... Current Mood: depressed | | Tuesday, September 17th, 2002 | | 9:05 pm |
Think i've found a new favorite song...
PaybackYou need to take a closer look at me Cause I was born to be the thorn in your side No matter what you think you're gonna see You never wanted this barrage of fucking pride You don't want none of me You've got a fucking catheter in your brain Pissing your common sense away When you draw first blood you can't stop this fight For my own peace of mind - I'm going to Tear your fucking eyes out Rip your fucking flesh off Beat you till you're just a fucking lifeless carcass Fuck you and your progress Watch me fucking regress You were made to take the fall - now you're nothing Payback's a bitch motherfucker You only live to be a parasite Your life must suck when nothing's going your way Everything melts away before your eyes You're just a punk that doesn't have the sense to get away Get the fuck away You've got a fucking catheter in your brain Pissing your common sense away When you draw first blood you can't stop this fight For my own peace of mind - I'm going to Tear your fucking eyes out Rip your fucking flesh off Beat you till you're just a fucking lifeless carcass Fuck you and your progress Watch me fucking regress You were made to take the fall - now you're nothing Payback's a bitch motherfucker I will never become your fucking scapegoat I don't know how it feels to come up short I only want vengeance To come shining down on me I don't want you to die Before I get the chance to kill you myself You've got a fucking catheter in your brain Pissing your common sense away This is for the mindfuck This is for the hell of it This is for me- I'm going to Tear your fucking eyes out Rip your fucking flesh off Beat you till you're just a fucking lifeless carcass Fuck you and your progress Watch me fucking regress You were made to take the fall - now you're nothing Tear your fucking eyes out Rip your fucking flesh off Beat you till you're just a fucking lifeless carcass Fuck you and your progress Watch me fucking regress You were made to take the fall - now you're nothing Now you're nothing Current Mood: pissed off | | 3:29 pm |
"You dumb assholes, I'm a mental patient, I'm supposed to act out!"
DiscipleDrones since the dawn of time Compelled to live your sheltered lives Not once has anyone ever seen Such a rise of pure hypocracy I'll instigate I'll free your mind I'll show you what I've known all this time God Hates Us All, God Hates Us All You know it's true God hates this place You know it's true he hates this race Homicide-Suicide Hate heals, you should try it sometime Strive for Peace with acts of war The beauty of death we all adore I have no faith distracting me I know why your prayers will never be answered God Hates Us All; God Hates Us All He Fuckin' hates me Pessimist, Terrorist targeting the next mark Global chaos feeding on hysteria Cut throat, slit your wrist, shoot you in the back fair game Drug abuse, self abuse searching for the next high Sounds a lot like hell is spreading all the time I'm waiting for the day the whole world fucking dies I never said I wanted to be God's disciple I'll never be the one to blindly follow Man made virus infecting the world Self-destruct human time bomb What if there is no God would you think the fuckin' same Wasting your life in a leap of blind faith Wake the fuck up can't ignore what I say I got my own philosophy I hate everyone equally You can't tear that out of me No segregation -separation Just me in my world of enemies I never said I wanted to be God's disciple I'll never be the one to blindly follow I'll never be the one to bear the cross-disciple I reject this fuckin' race I despise this fuckin' place Current Mood: sad | | Tuesday, September 10th, 2002 | | 10:37 pm |
News Flash * News Flash * News Flash * News Flash Have you got a hand on it? National Penis Day Thursday 05 September 2002 The New Zealand AIDS Foundation would like to know what’s up Please update us on your events, happenings and activities: Jonathan Smith New Zealand AIDS Foundation Fundraiser and Events Coordinator Email: quattro@xtra.co.nz | | Monday, September 9th, 2002 | | 9:48 pm |
"Well fuck my ozone."
"Bitch"I can't imagine to be like you The pain and the suffering you put me through woah I can't imagine to be like you The pain and the suffering you put me through Don't tell me I can't imagine to be like you All the pain and the suffering I go through You surround yourself with evil Every night that you have is an equal Don't hesitate Or you'll live in your own hell Out of my way You're surrounded by evil Don't hesitate You can get away Out of my way Out of my way (huh) The dark clouds that follow you The rainy days will always find you You can never get away Evil comes another day Don't hesitate Or you live in your own hell Out of my way you're surrounded by evil Don't hesitate, you can't get away I can't imagine to be like you The pain and the suffering you put me through woah I can't imagine to be like you The pain and the suffering you put me through Step up and I can't imagine to be like you All the pain and the suffering I go through You surround yourself with evil I hope it catches you up I can't imagine to be like you The pain and the suffering you put me through woah I can't imagine to be like you The pain and the suffering you put me through I can't imagine to be like you The pain and the suffering you put me through WOAH! I can't imagine to be like you The pain and the suffering you put me through Current Mood: crappy | | Wednesday, September 4th, 2002 | | 8:08 pm |
"There is no such thing as right and wrong, there's just popular opinion."
http://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/tg/stores/detail/-/imaginarium/B00005NEBW/002-9409265-5158469"When my 12 year old daughter asked for this for her birthday, I kind of wondered if she was too old for it, but she seems to LOVE it. Her friends love it too! They play for hours in her bedroom with this great toy. They really seem to like the special effects it offers (the sound effects and vibrating). My oldest daughter (17) really likes it too! I reccomend this for all children." That's one of the funniest things i've seen in awhile. Anyway, my first drum lesson was cool. Other than that I didn't do anything over the weekend. Not sure why i'm updating, nothing's going on. Just got finished typing up a paper for my AP Government class. I'm fucking glad I don't have spanish this year, finally done with it. "The Transporter" I think it's called, looks pretty cool. Starring the actor that played Turkish in Snatch, and Bacon in Lock Stock and Two Smoking barrels. Hopefully i'll get to see that. Well I guess i'm gonna cut it off there since I have nothing else to say. My Beautiful Woman, I've been missing you horribly, and thinking about you constantly. I love you very very very very very very very much and I hope we get to talk shortly, bye gorgeous (K)(F)(L) Current Mood:  tired | | Monday, August 26th, 2002 | | 9:48 pm |
"People are always asking me, do I know Tyler Durden."
StopCan't you see that we are Running out of time I am dying but I will not die Somebody save me from myself Somebody save me Stop, wait a minute Stop, sinking in it Woe, not again Now stop it you're exaggerating Stop Life's so screwed up And I can't describe All the bullshit that I feel inside Somebody save me form my hell Somebody save me Stop Stop, wait a minute Stop, sinking in it Woe, not again Now stop it you're exaggerating Stop Somebody save me from myself Somebody please before I melt Somebody save me from my hell Somebody save me Save me Stop Current Mood: jealous | | Tuesday, August 20th, 2002 | | 10:19 am |
"One shall stand. One shall fall."
My drums kick ass. Got a five piece set fully outfitted with symbol, high-hat, throne, and stands, not to mention the actual drums. Gonna start taking lessons soon. Had my first day of school today. Being a senior doesn't feel right. Too weird. I have an ok schedule, AP US Government's gonna be a bitch, but oh well. Not much else happening. Amy, I miss you and am constantly thinking about you. I love you very much and i'd leave you a longer message but we should be able to talk later so I'll just wait till then. Current Mood:  gloomy | | Saturday, August 17th, 2002 | | 1:48 am |
People = Shit
Net romance ends in knifing, beating, fire August 13, 2002 By Jim O'Hara and Jim Read Staff writers A nine-month Internet romance between two Central New York teenagers turned deadly over the weekend when the pair met for the first time at the girl's town of Fabius home, court papers said. "I just snapped," Spencer Lee King, 17, of Palermo, Oswego County, told state police in a statement. He admits to stabbing and beating Nonie "Annie" Drummond, 14, to death and then setting her home at 825 Shackham Road ablaze to cover up the crime. Drummond's mother and grandfather were out of town for the weekend. King of Lot 10, Sundown Mobile Home Park, 38 Sundown Road, Palermo, said he grew angry because he found out as they talked throughout Saturday night and early Sunday that Drummond had lied to him about herself in their previous conversations, according to his statement. So he helped her cover her eyes with a bandanna about 5:30 a.m. Sunday, telling her, "I have a surprise for you," his statement said. He did not specify what angered him. Then he tipped her head back and began stabbing Drummond in the throat with an 8- to 10-inch carving knife that he got from the kitchen and hid in the pocket of his cargo pants, his statement said. Drummond fell off a stool and began fighting, King told police in the statement, so King began stabbing her all over her body more times than he could count. King told police that when he realized Drummond was still alive, he beat her repeatedly with her TV set, a fan, a kitchen chair and a leg that had broken off the stool, according to his statement. After cleaning himself, he tossed the smashed TV and a bloody towel in the bushes, discarded the leg of the stool in some weeds and threw the knife in a small pond, court papers said. He then found a bill in the house, which he lighted from the stove and used to set the house ablaze, according to his statement. King told police that he had thrown a blue blanket over the body and set it ablaze with the flaming envelope. King, a Mexico High School dropout, was charged Monday morning with second-degree murder and third-degree arson, both felonies, in the death. Onondaga County Chief Assistant District Attorney Stephen Dougherty said King was arraigned before LaFayette Justice Malcolm Knapp and jailed without bail. The murder charge accuses King of intentionally killing Drummond by stabbing her and beating her repeatedly. The arson charge accuses him of torching her home after Drummond apparently was dead. King cannot be charged with first-degree murder because he is younger than the minimum age of 18 years, Dougherty said at a news conference with state police Monday. Drummond's badly burned body was found inside the house shortly after firefighters arrived to fight the blaze, reported by a passer-by at about 7 a.m. Sunday. State police were called at 7:11 a.m., said Lt. Erwin Brandl, who led the state police investigation. Maj. Thomas P. Kelly Jr., commander of state police Troop D, said investigators will use DNA testing to positively establish her identity. Drummond, who would have been a freshman at Fabius-Pompey Middle-Senior High School this fall, died of multiple injuries caused by a bladed weapon and heavy objects sometime Saturday or Sunday, said Dr. Paul Gosink of the Onondaga County Medical Examiner's Office. Drummond's grandfather, Richard Drummond, 72, returned from a camping trip Sunday to find the house burned down and his daughter, Mary Drummond, 40, and his granddaughter missing. According to King's statement, Nonie Drummond invited him to come for a visit because her mother had been away for several weeks and her grandfather was going to be away over the weekend. He got a ride to Fabius. Brandl said investigators learned about King after speaking to Richard Drummond, who told investigators about the teens' relationship. According to King's statement, the teens met in an Internet chat room and had exchanged telephone calls. Current Mood: lonely | | Friday, August 16th, 2002 | | 1:36 am |
Fucking Bill Gates
Well i've been bored as shit lately. Computer decided to fuck up and I've spent the last week of summer sitting around the house watching tv, and reading. I think my parents are letting me get a drum set, and i'm gonna be heading to the music store this weekend to check them out. Boy i'm gonna beat the shit out of those. I love Death Metal. Anyway, that's about it. And for my Beautiful Goddess' eyes; I miss you so badly, and I need to talk to you soon, it's killing me. I hope you've been doing well. I love you so very very very very very very very very much, and i'll be thinking about you. Current Mood: depressed | | Tuesday, July 30th, 2002 | | 3:27 pm |
You should never underestimate the predictability of stupidity.
I don't need your forgiveness I don't need your hate I don't need your acceptance So what should I do I don't need your resistance I don't need your prayers I don't need your religion I don't need a thing from you I don't do what I've been told Your so lame why don't you Just go Die mother fucker die mother fucker die I don't need your prison I don't need your pain I don't need your decision So what should I do I don't need your approval I don't need your hope I don't need your lectures I don't need a thing from you I'll be sorry when I'm old You're so full of shit man Just go Die mother fucker die mother fucker die Boom I don't need your forgiveness I don't need your hate I don't need your acceptance So what should I do I'll be sorry so you've said I'm not sorry Bang You're Dead Die mother fucker die mother fucker die Die Current Mood: pissed off | | Friday, July 12th, 2002 | | 2:10 am |
"Tonight we make soap. In order to make soap, first we must render fat."
Been awhile since i've updated. I haven't done shit this summer. Barely left the house at all. I think I might go see Road To Perdition in a week or two, that movie looks awesome. Hmm, going on vacation Saturday, leaving in the morning and coming back teusday night. Not really looking forward to it. I'd be staying home if my parents would let me. Well I think i'll be going paintballing again on the 27th, been over a month since i've last gone, so i'm about due. Was at a friend's house yesterday, pretty much sucked, but I got to play with his SKS and stabbed him lightly with the bayonet. I wanted to do more, but we won't go there. I was looking at a 7.62mm stripper clip and those rounds are huge. Would like to fire it but I don't think that's gonna happen. Well i'm about finished here, later. And to my beautiful woman, i'm missing you like crazy Amy, and hope we'll be able to talk before I leave but I doubt we'll get to. Anyway, I'm glad you got that new job and hope it all works out well for you and get to take a break and not work so damn much. I love you very much, and i'll be thinking about you, bye babe. |
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